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Wednesday, June 9, 2010

LHAS - 5 of 16: Tunnel Vision ====

I don't think it's any secret that I've been struggling lately. Struggling with my attitude problem and with the stupid scale. Personally, I think the former is causing the latter. Which is why I made a decision to pull my self out of my funk here and now. I was in the mind to just survive until vacation gets here but that's too far away to remain miserable the whole time. And vacation is only a couple days. I might as well go into the vacation prepared to relax and take advantage of the necessary boost to my personality rather than rely on it to pull my head out of my you know what. A more efficient use of the time, I think.

How it happened: I started slacking on the guitar practice. Then proceeded to judge myself for it which then made me feel bad about my slackiness. One thing to another and next thing I knew, I was waiste deep in the poop. All I could see no matter which direction I looked was poop. I didn't even consider tilting my head back to look up. See? Tunnel vision. And my tunnel was full of poop. Yuck!

What is a girl to do when she finds herself stuck wading through a sea of imaginary poop? Now that's a difficult dilema, don't you think.

The answer: Imagine something other than poop. Poof! No more poop. Instead, a sea of blooming hope. Ah the sweet frangrance of hope springing to life after a period of dormancy. Perhaps I just went through the winter of my mind and it's now waking to the new light, a new day. Does that mean there are changes coming? Oh yay, oh yay, oh yay. I love me some changes.

The Plan:
  • Drink 60oz of water every day
  • Take my Vitamin D every day
  • Sleep 8 hours every night
  • Blog every day
  • Count every calorie in and every calorie burned
    • Food - 3 squares and a snack every day (1,400 calories)
    • Activity - 1hr cardio every day + crossfit workout of the day every day + any additional weight training needed after crossfit activity is done + skate practice a couple times
  • Do morning gratitude every day
  • Read for pleasure
  • Meditate before bed every night

 The Results:









WoooooHooooo! Oh ya, happy dance.

I just need to work on getting the water down. That has always been difficult for me though. I drink water and pretty much only water but I don't drink enough of it. My goal for the day is to get everything done. 100% for me!

LHAS Update: 0 lbs lost! 355 mins of exercise.

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