How do I know?
- I fantasize about slapping people right across the face and it makes me feel better
- Hubby pisses me off and I blurt out a random rant of insults before I realize it leaked out of my head without my permission
- I have been finding quite a bit of joy in hitting the delete button when checking my work emails
- When I think about what I want to do for food or for exercise or for a living or try to pull my head out of my ass by running through a gratitude list, I hear the inner bitch in my head bark, "Who F%^$ing cares!"
- As I type this right here and now, I can see my reflection in my 2nd monitor and I'm totally mean mugging you all (don't take it personally, it's not about you, I promise)
My weight hasn't changed in over a month and I've been working out and counting my calories. Can a bad attitude make you fat? I'm sure it can. Feast your eyes on these stats!
LBS LOST = 0
Current weight = exactly the same as the last 3 weigh ins
Exercise = 775 minutes (no joke!)
So there you have it! I'm pretty sure my attitude problem is to blame for this. I'm really just concerned with getting through the next 2 weeks so I can have a litle r&r. My absence from bloggerville is not because I'm slacking, it's because I'm really trying to look out for your well being. I don't want to poison the wonderful group with my pissiness.
I hope you're all doing well!
